Authenticity in Deliverance


When someone has a long history of woundedness, rejection is almost invariably in the mix.  And when you have felt the pain of rejection, you really try not to move toward it again!

This is the client’s dilemma in a counseling situation.  He or she needs help, and they know they have to receive it on the clinician’s terms or they will be rejected.

On the other side, is the clinician’s distaste for powerlessness.  It is not a welcome emotion.  Hence, they have worked hard and studied hard to develop a set of tools that will allow them to feel some sense of mastery, effectiveness and dominion when counseling.

These two aversions – rejection and powerlessness – set the stage for a dishonest relationship.

The counselor does A, B and C which has worked for 100 other people.  If he is remarkably dishonest, he announces to the client that the problem is now solved.

If he is professional, he asks the client how he feels about the situation.

And that is the choke point for the client.

He KNOWS that the counselor absolutely believes that the issue should be fixed after A, B and C.  He KNOWS the counselor really doesn’t know what else to do.  AND if the client says, “Well, I don’t think it is all done,” or “I don’t feel like anything has changed,” that is going to push the counselor’s buttons.

If the counselor is a big boy, he will be disappointed, but will lean into it some more, even though he doesn’t know what to do.  If the counselor is still carrying a bag full of unresolved issues, he will turn against the client and some level of overt or covert emotional rejection will take place.

So the client who wishes to continue the relationship reasons that it probably IS OK, since the big guy said so, or it will finish working itself out during the night, or it will get resolved eventually when they work on something else in that general area.

So the client allows the counselor’s perception that everything is taken care of, to stand unchallenged.

And thus is born another dishonest relationship between an unhealed healer, and a client who is not likely to get healed in the context of an inauthentic relationship.

Here is a better model.

I worked with Sally again yesterday.  God directed us to the 14th year.  Lots and lots of drama.  God came.  He showed us big stuff.  He did big stuff.  She was excited about the immensity of the intervention by God.  The work was so deep it went on for hours.  She texted me at her bedtime saying that it was still churning.

My emotional conclusion?  “We nailed it!  A done deal!  Go God!!!”

This morning, Sally let me know that something was wrong.  Things were better, but not right.

My reaction inside?

-You can’t be serious?  After all that move of God yesterday, it isn’t done and isn’t right?  REALLY?!

-I am BUSY.  I didn’t have time yesterday for that big deal, and I REALLY don’t have time today.

With my mouth I said, “Hmm.  That is a surprise.  I wonder what is lacking?  Let me listen a bit?”

I pondered the story line.  Ah, the parts!  There were six of them from that period.  They needed to be brought up to speed. I explained to them that 14 was new and refurbished and exciting and I wanted to show them.  They were terribly unimpressed with my excitement but they barely humored me and went.

They admitted that it was gorgeous, different, but said it made them feel super heavy.  They wanted to get out of there.

I was bummed.  Struck out again.  So we vacated that location, had a discussion and facilitated their going to a new place to work on detox.  They were pleased, but it would be a process.

Checked with Sally to see if this was it.  It HAD to be.  Yesterday’s land work was stupendously immense.  Must be just a minor matter of the parts getting cleaned up too.

I asked how she felt about it.  She said it was wonderful that they were getting cleaned up, but that was not it.  There was still something.

Double bummer!  I told her I was flat out of time, and would have to listen to God for my next cue card, since I had no idea what to do.

Honesty on her part.  Honesty on my part.

Later on in the morning, while I was scurrying around, doing “stuff,” a detail swam to the surface.  I remembered a bump in the road she had in childhood.  I pinged her.  She was available.  I asked if she was seven when that happened.

Yes.

Curse on time?  Seven and 14 were locked down so I asked about other multiples of seven.  21 was horrible.  28 ditto.  We worked it out.  A rock solid curse on time, every seven years – in addition to the one every 13 years she had dealt with a few years before.

I was elated. THISTIMEWEGOTIT!

Did the prayer, with a healthy dose of generational cleansing to boot, and she felt a lot of stuff moving.  Exciting. The payoff for honesty in the relationship, and tenacity in working on what is really there, not just what I wanted to be there.

I basked in the comfort of having gotten past powerlessness.  The Holy Spirit had come through, and given me my cue card when I was patient, and I am back in the game.  Yay God.  Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Stuff moved.  I asked her if it felt right.

She said better but not right.

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!!!

I got that cue card from God!  How can it not be done yet?

Note:  I DID NOT SAY THAT out loud.  Just in my head.  I try to be authentic internally even when I am being polite to a friend.

I was about to plead busyness so I could get off the phone when the Holy Spirit flashed another cue card – her birth was messy!  Oh yes!  I remember that now.  (Love those cue cards.)

So, I mentioned that to her, showed how the physical violations fit into the bigger pattern, and then we asked God to extend the cleansing of the cycle of time to her year zero, and all the bad births in the generational line and THAT set off quite a firestorm of spiritual activity.

It was still going on when I got off the phone.

I will find out tomorrow whether year 14 is clean, done and sealed.  I SOOOO hope it is.

But whether it is, or it isn’t, I trust Sally to be honest and tell me how it really is, and I will be honest with how surprised or relieved I am, and we will go forward.

Authenticity in a ministry relationship is much more effective than dishonesty and fear, even though it is emotionally yanking in a dozen different ways.

Copyright August 2017 by Arthur Burk

 

 

Comments

  1. Tanya says

    Sally is so lucky to have such a tenacious counsellor such as yourself, Arthur.

    One thing that has really annoyed me in my still unfinished journey to healing, has been the many empty promises of counsellor after councillor that they will be different.
    Every time they would promise to stick it out, to finish the job and time after time they would cop out because my stuff was just too much to handle, too complicated, too foreign to their background, too intense etc.
    And every time I would be left feeling cheated, used and discarded.

    Your journey with Sally has been so refreshing and at times God would show me something about my own journey. hints of where to dig.

    But, I must confess, I am left feeling jealous at times because I still can.t seem to get the breakthrough I am so desperate for and the help I want and need still stays one step away no matter how far I have come in my own journey.

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  2. Ginger says

    Thank you for your honesty about honesty. I am *trying* to be authentic in my relationships and as I do I’m seeing the layers of dishonesty due to fear and unhealed things in me. But I want what’s real so I’ll keep going for it….

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    • says

      Yeah. Honesty is one of those things that has a high upfront cost before there is a return on investment. And when you are in a dysfunctional culture where no one is authentic, the one who takes the first step in being real can be treated like a traitor who has betrayed the core code of ethics of a dysfunctional community: Don’t talk; don’t trust; don’t feel!

      Cheering you on in your delayering process! You have come far, and brought many with you. Go for the gold.

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  3. says

    I am a Christian mental health counselor who uses the SOZO model of bringing the client to the Lord for healing. I do find the counseling model you describe first happens many times with non- spirit filled Christian ministers as well when they rely in their five senses and the spirit of the Lord

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  4. says

    #growthgoals

    Love this! Thank you Arthur for sharing the ups, downs and in betweens.

    Thank you Sally for your honesty and willingness to let this part of your story be told. Thousands will read it – lots of us will glean from it in the face of the enemy that caused you harm. May the shining glory of G-d in your journey towards wholeness blind the enemy in his work for everyone who reads it.

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  5. says

    This reminds me of the Stockdale paradox I’ve heard of:

    (1) a willingness to confront the brutal facts and
    (2) retaining faith that we will previal.

    I think most of us do one but not the other. How difficult to consistently do both. Amen to this kind of courage – courage to confront the brutal facts and courage to retain faith that we will prevail!

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